Fairy Tales . . .

I used to think that life is like a fairy tale, that will always end up with a happy ending. But then, I realize that there is more to life than in fairy tales. In life you will find difficulties, happiness, sorrow, love and a lot more. But those factors will contribute as to who you will come to be and not just base from a person's idea and fantasy. In life, you can really feel the struggle, and most of all, in life, when you found someone, its not always prince charming or dream princes. Because the person whom you love may turn out to be different from what you expected. However, the important fact is that we learn to love and wanted to be loved. And when we love a person, we also accept and loved their weaknesses and usually we cover it with love.

Thoughts and Views

As they say, no matter how good our friends are, they will somehow Hurt us.

Why?

We care for them
We love them
They are important to us
They are imperfect just like us.

Just When . . .

Just when I learned
____ that something amazing
____ was within me - I cried
Just when I heard you cry
____ I was so happy
____ that you came into my life
Just when I saw you
____ I know I'll loved you forever
____ and keep you safe and warm.
Just when I see you smile
____ I can't help but cry and
____ held you in my arms
Just when I saw you walked
____ I want to hold and guide you always
____ in every step you took to prevent you from falling
Just when you called out to me . . .
____ my heart jumps for happiness knowing
____ that you are a part of me and I am a part of you.
Just when you talked
____ my heart melts when you told that
____ you'll keep me forever too.
Just when I realized and reminiscence
____ how God gave you to me am thankful
____ for blessing me a daughter like you.

Just A Thought

People do come and go into your life
Some may love you
Some may like you
Some may forget you
But some may dislike you
Or even hate you
But no matter what people do into your life
Make sure that it molded you into a better person

Reflection

I may hurt you for sometime
I may ignore you for sometime
Or may even despise you
But deep within me
You are so loved
So afraid to be left by you
So fraightened not to be loved by you
Somehow, I am just one of those
Individuals who just wants attention
From their loved one
Or just want to be cuddled
I am imperfect though
But my love will never go weary
For you persisted to keep it grow
For how long, that I don't know
But forever will do

Our Baby Girl

Filled our hearts with joy

_______ that's what you are to us

Even when things go wrong

_______ seeing you by our side

Creeping, hugging and kissing us

_______ we feel everything will be alright

Inspiration, that's what you are

_______ and a gift from Jehovah God

Love and laughter is what you bring

_______ to me and to your Papa

Looking at you we know from our hearts

_______ you'll be a wonderful person

Everything you do will be successful for as long

________ as you put God's will first into your life

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When you came into our lives

________we felt so blessed

You are a miracle that was slowly

________ growing inside of me

Now that you are here

________ our love for you continue to grow and deepens

Especially when you laugh and makes funny actions

________ we've never regret that you came

Having you as our baby girl

________ is one of the many blessings we received from above

Even you give us a headache sometimes

________ still you are very special to us

Always remember that no matter what

________ you'll always be loved by us

Rivers may dried up, mountains may be bald

________ and trees may die, but ...

The love we have for you will never dried up nor fade

________ may you always remember that you are our baby girl

Busy Mom

Get's busier everyday, gosh I just open my blog and its about 5pm here in the Philippines! Need to time out for work and go straight to my 5:30 pm class in Western Mindanao State University. My class ends at 8:30 p.m. and need to race back home to my husband and to my daughter to eat dinner with them and to help my daughter in some of her homework and assignments before putting her to bed. Afterwards, I need to read my law books and assigned jurisprudence. Then go to bed, atlast my ever favorite bed!

My life starts at 7 in the morning and end up at 1 or 2 a.m depending upon the bulk of my assignment. Sometimes, I wonder how does it take to be a mother, wife, employee and a student rolled into one? Well, I just smile and continue to handle things one at a time and continue to wonder how did I did all that. I am glad my daughter is there to cheer me up everytime I feel so exhausted, she's one of my inspiration. I am also very thankful to have a very supportive husband, who love me as I am and loves me in my worst. He unconditionally love all of me (confident gyud! hehehe) I only hope he will never get tired of loving me.

I am touch . . .

Last Night my daughter told me that we will bathe together and I said yes.

When I woke up, I immediately went to the bathroom and took my bath.

When I woke her up, she cried and I ask her, "why?"

She told me, "I told you that we will take our bath together! Why is it you took your bath ahead of me?" (Gosh! I forgot!) I told her that I forgot and I said, "I am sorry my baby, Mama really forgot our deal last night. Please forgive me. Are you still mad at me?" She told me, "I am not mad at you Mama, I am just mad at what you did." I was so speechless and touch by her statement, I never expected to hear such words from a four year old girl. And we embraced and told her I Love her so and she stops crying and went to the bathroom together with her Ate Mae.

I am so glad that my daughter did understood everything I have done for her. I only hope and pray she'll continue to grow with love and happiness free from ill feeling or hidden anger in her heart and with fear for the True GOD.

Ask Me Now!

Ask Me Now!!

Ana Gore Tagged me this. Daghan Salamat day!

1.WHAT DATE IS IT?:: July 18, 2008
2. WHAT TIME DID U WAKE UP?:: 7:00 in the morning
3. DID U GO SOMEWHERE YESTERDAY?:: Yes. To work and afterwards to the Kingdom Hall in Tugbungan (I missed the Wednesday meeting in Baliwasan)
5. HOW OLD ARE U?:: 31 huhuhuhuhu.
6.ARE U MATURE OR IMMATURE?:: no comment!
7. WHAT DO U CALL UR MOM & DAD?:: Mamang and Papang
8. ARE U AN ONLY CHILD?::Nope. 4 girls and 1 boy (I am the third among the brood)
9. WHERE DO U GO SHOPPING?:: malls, bazars and ukay-ukay!
10. DO U LIKE SCHOOL?:: Not Much. I studied and graduated Electrical Engineering, finished my subjects in my master's degree (not yet a graduate since I wasn't able to do my thesis! hehehe) and at present I am in my third year in the Law School!
11. DO U LIKE BOOKS?:: I am.
12. DO U WANT TO GET MARRIED?:: But ofcourse! I am happily married for 5 years!
13. WITH WHOM?:: My lover, my bestfriend, my confidant, Michael Luy
14. ARE U SPOILED?:: Not so!
15. WHATS THE MOST FLATTERING COMPLIMENT U EVER GOT?::I guess the space isn't enough
16. ONLY GIRL/BOY IN THE FAMILY?:: Nope.
17. IF U WERE TO MARRY A CELEBRITY, WHO WOULD IT BE?:: Same ta Babie!
18. WOULD U LIKE TO MEET Josh Hartnett?:: yes, he's cool in Pearl Harbor
19. WHERE DO YOU THINK YOUR BESTFRIEND?:: Working!
20. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U TALKED TO UR BESTFRIEND?:: 30 mins ago.
21. U THINK SHE/HE NEEDS U NOW?:: Oh I complete him!
23. WHAT DO U WANT FOR UR BIRTHDAY?:: Nothing
25. IF U WERE TO BUY A CAR , WHICH CAR WOULD IT BE?:: Rolls Royce would be fine or a mercedes! (libre man mangarap nu?)
26. A DUET WITH Josh Groban?:: He sings? Uhhhhm!
27. DO U WEAR MAKE-UP?:: Not really. Just the lipstick, compact powder and sometimes liquid foundation..
28. WHAT LIP BALM DO U USE?:: For now, Nivea.
29. WOULD U GET A TATOO?:: Definitely a big NO
30. BELLY PIERCE?:: SAMUT!
31. HOW MANY KIDS DO U WANT?:: 2 may do. For now I have a daughter
32. DO U HAVE ANY HOMEWORK?:: Never Ending!
33. ANY SONG THAT YOU’RE LISTENING?:: None cause my boss wants our office to be quiet.
34. DO U BELIEVE IN SPELLS?:: Well, many people nowadays wants to experiment on that and with the wicked spirits present around, I guess yes.
35. WHERE DO U WANT TO GO NOW?:: To the love of life's arms to my daughter and to my hubby.

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Wa gyud diay No.4 ug 22 and 24 hahaha! No one to pass to. Maybe some other time.

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Letter of a Mother to her Baby

Dear Baby,

When I found out that I was pregnant, I was so happy and excited, however, a part of me was scared because I don't know if I could really take good care of you. But your father had helped me overcome those fear, he really took good care of me while I was pregnant.

When you were born, I was so amazed and just looked at you. When I first hear you cry, an undescribable feeling strike me. And you know what? You really looked like your father.

Then you caught an infection in the urine due to long hours of labor and my bag of water started to leaked, you need to undergo treatment and when I saw you with dextrose, I really cried. I felt the pain you've been through.

When I held you in my arms, I was afraid to move, I was afraid that you will break because you were so fragile then.

Now seeing you walk, talk, laugh and moving around . . . I realized how time flies so fast.

There are many so many things I want to write about you but I guess this space is not enough and I would love to talk to you and tell you all the crazy stuff you did, I did and your father did, if you are old enough. I hope you enjoy reading this.

I love you very much.

Mama

Well, my boss, he's canadian but a pure blooded romanian, just arrived from Hawaii. He told me that Hawaii is a very nice place, no reptiles not even a snake. People can always play around the bushes, forest without the fear of getting beaten by snakes. He also told me that the beaches are so great and he was really happy with his natural tan skin color now.

Well, someday I'll be in Hawaii! (How I wish!)

For now, I need to work!

Why do we always hurt the ones we love?

- Maybe because we care so much for them
- Maybe because we see ourselves in them
- Maybe because we just take them for granted knowing they'll be around when we need them the most
- Maybe because we are afraid to let them know that we are hurt by them
- Maybe because we are afraid of losing them
- Maybe because we tend to protect our own feelings
- Maybe because we are all imperfect and fall short

If somebody read this and wants to say something feel free to share your thoughts

with you . . .

When you came into my life
You filled up the emptiness in my heart
You never give up
To the different challenges we've faced
You never give up nor tired up on loving me
I only hope and pray
That you'll continue to be happy
Happy to live with me
And spend the rest of your life with me
For with you I found no regret
For with you is where I belong
For with you I found love
For with you I feel I am home
For . . . I love you so

Just a Notion

What a nice place to live in. I wish I could live in that place with my family. A place free from pollution. But I believe we could live in such a beautiful place - in PARADISE, a place where we will be reunited with our father; where I could see and hug my father again and I could also introduce him to my daughter. Paradise is no mere dream, it will really happen in the future as GOD promised it to mankind for thousands of years. It is also where crimes, violence, hatred, pollution and greediness disappears - things of the past. Even death will be extinguished! However, we should live up to GOD's standards for us to qualify to live in the new world. I hope and pray that we will be able to see the fulfillment of such grand promise.

A Unique Name

She's my daughter Fecille Wyneheart. Her name is unique because we named her after our parents.

Fecille - a combination of Felipe and Cecil (my husband's parents).

Wyneheart - combining the names of my parents Wene and Corazon (Corazon is a spanish word for heart)

See? That is why she's the only girl in the whole world bearing such name, unless. . . . somebody copies it! Well, its okey anyway it is not covered under the copyright law.

Thanks!

I thank Ana Gore for inviting me to join. I always want to reduce my thoughts to writing since my teenage years, especially when I feel down. That is why I signed up immediately (hehehehe).

Na Babie chance ya te!!!!!